EvilTemptations

This empty void I feel inside Won't seem to go away Lately I have tried and tried to rid this burden But it only seems to stay It lies deep within me Bothering me from day to day From the outside you cannot see my pain. I may seem fine, happy even. But in reality I suffer, and wish for it to go away. I feel the need for isolation, which is because of my pain. The pain that comes from all who have lied to me From all who have hurt me, and now I feel I might as well be insane. There is nothing I can do, you see I don't have enough respect for myself to do so. So this void is the only thing to be forever by my side, As much as I

Sometimes I wonder just how different my life would be if I could learn to love myself. I imagine everything being much better, more joyous even. I imagine being a much happier person and neither self absorbed yet not too self consious. Would I even be able to find the happy medium between the two? How hard would I have to work to get to this point? This I may never no, but what I can do is try; and try I will.

Because of you, society Everything is forced to be this way; I am afraid to be me, I do not trust most people. Because of you, society Every time I see my own reflection I burst into tears Just know this, society You may have won this battle, You may have made my fears come alive, But in the end I will win this war. And you shall not take my life, Like the many before me.